| to those it may concern |
[January 02, 2010 | 06:14 PM] |
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van she's v album |
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to this so called new year i give my best regards, i honestly cannot say it will feel any different than the others that have whizzed by already. still stupidly in debt. and wishing i could cease to exist. it's oddly frustrating how over time not much changes as far as feelings go.
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 lelove i'm starting to imagine that if i was able to disappear i would do so all too easily. maybe one day i will, and everything will leave me as i always hoped it would.
-- also. growing my hair out, i miss feeling stupidly feminine and beautiful. but i know as well as you do that this will happen and i will still spend my time wishing i was someone else.
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[December 25, 2009 | 02:38 AM] |
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Hello hello, happy holidays.
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